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KETIKA CINTA MEMANGGIL


Kumandang azan mengalun merdu,
jauh terdengar dari bilik bambu
Jangan malas,, jangan tidur lagi sayang
segera bangkit menghadap Tuhan

Rabbi
Kucari Engkau dalam sujud panjangku
Daku ingin mengais belas kasih Mu
CahyaMu jua ingin kudapat
agar terang jalan menghadap sang Penerima taubat

Airmata tak tertahan lagi,
Bilamana hamba teringat semua dosa – dosa ini
Rabbi,,,
Beribu kali ku panggil nama Mu
Berharap Engkau sedikit melirik kepadaku
Supaya mampir cahaya rindu Mu

Ingin kudekap erat setiap waktu yang selalu menebasku
Ingin ku tahan laju angin biar ia tak sampai menganggu kemesraan do’a panjangku
Biar biar lah denting jam berhenti sesaat
Sampai tiba hajat itu kan ku dapat
Ya Rasul kekasih Allah
Sholawat dan salam ku panjatkan untuk Mu
Izinkan aku yang hina ini merindukanmu
Bersama dalam syurga Nya yang indah

Aamiin

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